Monday, May 17, 2010

limbo

It's been awhile since I have written anything. I have thought about it a lot but I am pretty sure this blog is only for me so there has been no urgency. I think my husband reads it but I'm almost positive he is the only one. Pathetic? Perhaps, but I am not writing this to establish a big fan base. I write these ramblings just to clear my head. And lately, my head needs a lot of clearing. Lots of cobwebs up in these corners.

I'm feeling like I need something. A direction or a push. Maybe search for my next career move or redecorate the house (purely in my mind) or take up a hobby. I can't quite pinpoint what it is I am looking for but I feel like I need that extra big step forward before more time passes me by. I still really love paper design but that is a tough field to crack. I'd like to learn felting or take a Bonnie Gordon cake class. Caking has been my latest quest but again, another tough field to crack. Maybe I'll take up kickboxing, stranger things have happened. I'm open to suggestions...